Monday, September 27, 2004
At The Beginning
Album: Anastasia
(Anastasia)
We were strangers,starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
what we`d have to go through
Now here we are,and I`m suddenly standing,at the beginning with you
(Dimitri)
No one told me
I was going to find you,
Unexpected
what you did to my heart,
(Both)
When I lost hope
you were there to remind me
this is the start
(Chorus) And life is a road and I wanna to keep going
love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
life is a road
now and forever
wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
in the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you
(Anastasia)
We were strangers
on a crazy adventure
(Dimitri)
Never dreaming
how our dreams would come true
(Both)
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
(Chorus)
(Both)
I knew there was somebody somewhere
that made love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
Ive been waiting so long
Nothings gonna tear us apart
(Chorus)
Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 9/27/2004 06:33:00 PM.
Sunday, September 26, 2004
heyy.. i very long nv blog ler.. now got happy tings to write ba.. nono lets start with e beginnin where its not happy at all.. at first i was veri miserable eh.. i was veri unlucky.. its lik i got scolded by 2 strangers (aunties) without warning de.. haixx.. moreover i started to scare myself abt mirror n ghosts.. its not totally e fault of e movie The Ghost.. cos its lik i was not afraid.. den after afew days den i scared eh.. realli miserable.. den bcum fine liao ba.. not so unlucky ler.. hahaa.. okie den on friday.. my sch celebrated lantern festival eh.. it was a blast!.. veri fun.. i enjoyed e play done by e english department n they r realli funni.. but im not realli laughin.. cos of some prob later den say.. hehh.. den aft tat we go eat.. den wan tke foto of we sist4rz wearin costumes de.. but we ate till too late.. haha.. its alright de.. hmm.. den we ate quite abit.. n we go tke lantern liao.. hehh.. it was funni.. e "bball gang" was there blowin one anothers' candles n isaac's lantern even got burnt thou e walk haven start.. veri funny lookin at them laugh.. esp leslie ba.. hehh.. den i so generous wanted to hlp them lite their candles.. dey keep wan blow.. esp stoopid johnson.. i gave him a kick each tim he come near eh.. hahaa.. once i kick too hard.. hit till his big thighs ba.. ahemx.. anyway den we 4 sist4rz walk together by ourselves.. we played sparkles n we act lik 4 pretty ghosts holdin lanterns in e dark.. hahaa.. as quoted by mingli.. cos earli on we saw e ppl play sparkles they threw their sparkles high in e air.. den came dwn.. she tinks its lik playin gb.. so she threw her sparkle n landed on someone's -colour cannot say- car.. hahaha.. we were all laughin loh.. veri fun n funny.. den we walk n walk n play n laugh n play n laugh.. then theres one part where huimin n mingli were talkin to tis prefect.. den dey din realise huimin's lantern was actualli burnin.. huimin felt e heat den got shocked while mingli felt e heat frm her behind den know.. hahaa.. its realli funny.. den e fire burns e paper of her lantern.. leavin e candle still lited n e skeletons.. i was claimin what an interestin n unique lantern ma.. so i also wan try.. den sy followed.. den mingli.. but mingli's fail to leav e skeleton.. her top part dropped n it kept burnin.. tats realli hilarious eh.. den e fire even got bigger.. loll.. so hav to step e fire.. it was realli fun.. we were laughin n breathin in all e toxic air.. haha.. den as i was sayin my prob.. i felt veri empty loh.. its e feelin as if theres no meanin in life.. n im e onli person on earth.. nobodi is at my door.. den i quite scared too.. jst dunno what to do loh.. i wanna find someone who felt e same way as me eh.. i sorta haven find e right person to talk to.. yaa.. tat night i finally cried.. but not much.. im lik tired n no tear de.. cos he nv wait for me.. n im veri upset eh.. i tot he will alwaz b there.. but not loh.. den he made me tink so much eh.. i tot he might go hm ba.. but i tink n tink till so far.. sighh.. i tot life unfair once again.. den i also tot.. cos at first i with him i was realli feelin e veri "in love" feelin for him eh.. den i tot we took tings for granted liao den bcum bo chap bo chap liao loh.. den e nxt day mornin i appear offline saw his nick lah.. got upset n cry again.. den we msg wan go jurong swim loh.. in e msgs i tot he forcin me to go eh.. lik wan drown me litat.. den i tot mayb he lied jst wan put me aeroplane eh.. den i jst upset n ngry ba?.. cry n cry.. cant say anyting.. cos he nv wait for me loh.. den in e bus e final break down.. was cos i tink.. i nv tell him abt y i cry ma.. den ltr he go tell my frens.. den i dun wan tok abt it.. den will veri what loh.. haixx.. den also cos actualli i realli veri look forward de leh.. realli veri eh.. den i litat.. lik so selfish n makin e day bad for e both of us.. sobx.. anyway den quite fun loh.. veri happi to b with him.. we went to chinese garden too.. so nice ye.. took alot of fotos.. hehh.. too bad e computerised disney foto 10$ too exp ler.. nv go try.. yeaa.. dear love pwince..
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 9/26/2004 09:15:00 PM.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Dreaming of you by Selina Quintanilla.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking of me too
Cause I`m dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I`ll be holding you tight
And there`s nowhere in the world I`d rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what`s inside
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far all I have a dreams of you
So I wait for the day
And the courage to say how much I love you
Yes I do!
I`ll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I`ll be holding you tight
And there`s nowhere in the world I`d rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
CorazónghcdftyhseI can`t stop dreaming of you
No puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I can`t stop dreaming
Cómo te necesito
I can`t stop dreaming of you
Mi amor, cómo te extraño
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can`t believe
That you came up to me and said "I love you"
I love you too!
Now I`m dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there`s nowhere in the world I`d rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
Dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow I`ll be holding you tight
And there`s nowhere in the world I`d rather be
Than here in my room
I`ll be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And I`ll be holding you tight
Dreaming...with you...tonight!
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 9/07/2004 09:44:00 PM.
Saturday, September 04, 2004
How Come
by D12
[Eminem]
so what changed dog? You got a phone
pick it up, call me
How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!
We were so young
So full of life and vibrance
side by side, wherever you was riding, I went
So close, almost on some bonnie and clyde shit
When Ronnie died you was right by my side
with a shoulder to cry on and tissue to wipe my eyes
and a bucket to catch ever tear I cried inside it.
You even had the same type of childhood I did..
sometimes I just wanna know why is it that you succaim to yours
and mine I survived it. You ran the streets, I 9 to 5ed it
we grew up, grew apart as time went by us..
and I blew up to both yours and mines surprises.
Now I feel a vibe I just cant describe it
much as your pride tries to hide it. you're cold
your touch is just like ice.
And your eyes is a look of resentment.
I can sense it and I dont like it.
How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We don't barely keep in touch at all
and I don't even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!
[Kon Artis]
It was my dream at first to be off spitting a verse
on my own album with a deal but shit got worse
fore I came out I woulda killed a nigga first
for I let him disrespect me, or check me over some
worthless bitch that I wasnt with
I woulda hit it and quit
but you were fitting to talk with her and tell her she was the shit
I told you dont get involved with her
you would smoke in the car with her
coming outta the bar with her
stumbling half drunk
like you were husband and wife or somethin
but me catching her fuckin other niggas musta hurt your pride or something
cause you were openin your mouth to people like you wanted with me.
when all I tried to do was show that your bitch was shifty.
And every sister, fares and all the shit that I produced
you acting like I aint your man and lying like she cant be loose.
But I am really your friend, I'm just trying to tell ya the truth.
Dont hate the game or the player
the one thats changing is you.
How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!
[Proof]
Its gets lonely at the top cause my homie had to stop
now we acting like I gotta live only for the block.
And homies in the hood only see me on the tube
So they gossip on the porch
Get ta speaking all rude. fools I used to rap wit all expect magic
like my finger get to snappin
and poof it just happen.
But proof is just acting out the part he was thrown,
shady made it so my babies aint starving at home.
See the devil in your glance,
since the ghetto we been friends, forever real intellegence,
thats forever till the end.
I peep the hatred in your eyes, and the satan in your lies,
aint wasting my time with these snakes in disguise.
(HOW COME) When you talk it's with bitter and spite?
(AND HOW COME) It's my fault for what you did with your life?
And everytime I go to hear you play, you look away,
we barely embrace, you cant even look me in my face.
How Come.. we dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
and I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grapevine.. We even Beefin Now
After all the years we been down.. aint no way no how
This bullshit cant be true
We Family.. aint a damn thing changed.. unless its you!
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 9/04/2004 03:30:00 PM.
this sux.. im soo sensitive.. jealousy and stubborness is killing me once again.. sighx.. nobody can pull me out of the pool ler.. zzz.. my favourite song.. but doesnt mean anything lah.. just like the song.. hahaa.. parental advisory explicit lyrics arh..
Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)
by Eamon
See, I don't.. know why.. I liked you so much,
I gave you all of my trust..
I told you.. I loved you..
Now that's all down the drain..
You put me through the pain..
I wanna let you know how I feel..
::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
You thought.. you could.. Keep this shit from me..
Yeah, you burned bitch.. I heard the story..
You played me.. You even gave him head..
Now you're asking for me back..
You're just another act..
Look elsewhere 'cause you're done with me..
::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
oh, oh, uh huh, yeah..
You questioned.. Did I care?
You can ask anyone.. I even said you were my great one..
Now it's.. over..
But I do admit I'm sad..
It hurts real bad..
I can't sweat that cos I loved a hoe..
::CHORUS::
Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now..
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out..
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack..
Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back..
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 9/04/2004 03:23:00 PM.
Friday, September 03, 2004
Once upon a time, there lived a happy couple call Pwincess and Pwince.. They were angels, so they lived in the happy mountains of Heaven.. They loved each other very much and they lived for one another.. They had never leave one another before.. Then one day Pwincess got bored, she wanted to go out and know more about Earth.. She started to lie to Pwince and the more she lied, the lower she became in Heaven, closer to Earth.. Then the lower she became, Pwince started to go to go to the land which Pwincess hates very much.. But too bad Pwincess bacame so low in Heaven that she cant be there to take care of Pwince.. She tried as hard as she could to be back onto Heavens, but one fine day she was tired.. She letted go and she fell to Earth.. Pwince saw and wanted to follow and go down to Earth.. But when he jumped from the clouds, he only landed on the stars.. Pwincess was tired and she could only look up and see the stars playing with her precious Pwince.. She was waiting for the day she could grow back her wings and fly up to pluck the stars and bring Pwince along with her to the mountains again.. But Pwincess was too afraid she might fall to Earth again.. And she was also afraid Pwince will go to the land where Pwincess hated and never come back again.. Pwince was too high.. Pwincess cant reach and she was too low.. She could only look at Pwince.. And remembering the precious times they had.. Years after years past.. Pwincess found many other Prinesses and some Princes.. Though she still looked at the stars for her precious Pwince.. She almost didnt recognise him anymore.. He played with the stars till he was almost becoming a star, becoming one of them.. Pwincess thought he might be happy the way he was (or liked).. But she didnt really know when he is coming back or when she could fly to him.. Which she wanted to so much.. And yet Pwince will never know and thought Pwincess will never come back.. Pwincess too will never know and thought Pwince will never come back.. And memories will just be like a movie.. Could be felt and remembered but not touched once again..
*-ang3lrikku` got lost on 9/03/2004 06:28:00 PM.
